Never saw it coming
In February 2017, my whole life changed. Now other things led to these changes in the years previous as well but not like this. In the middle of the previous…
Continue reading10 days later
This morning I woke up in a completely different place than I did 14 years ago. A different apartment, a different neighborhood, a different relationship, different friends, and most significantly…
Continue readingChaos Awakening
As things do, mine and Becca’s drama had ended and we moved on as though nothing ever happened. Our reconciliation looked like a bundle of dope and a bottle of…
Continue readingConnecting with Salem’s energy
Right before my trip to Salem, MA I spoke about my excitement about the trip but never really talked about the reasons I was so excited. For me, this trip…
Continue reading14 years later
14 years ago on this day, I made one of the hardest decisions of my life. I placed my son for adoption. I know I have talked about that day…
Continue readingThe Trip that Changed my life
As most of you know February 14th my boyfriend took me to Salem, Ma for Valintine’s day weekend. A trip I didn’t expect to change my life in the ways…
Continue readingAdventure Ahead
There are things we talk about doing all our lives and never actually do for one reason or another. Sometimes things do not go as we had hoped or planned…
Continue readingChanges
Change is something that my manic brain both loves and hates. Like most people, I am not fond of life-altering changes. Sudden sickness or a big move hell even a…
Continue readingTo the girl, I used to be
I think about you often and talk about you more, you see your story has helped so many and has brought me so far. I know you, better than anyone…
Continue readingTime for change
Today my boyfriend brought to my attention for probably the millionth time that I need to stop putting so much pressure on myself and just go with the flow. Perusal…
Continue readingRevisiting the wormhole
It took about 6 days after the dismantling of the razor before I actually used it. For a time just knowing it was there was good enough to calm me…
Continue readingNovember 6, 2019
WARNING: THIS POST WILL BE LONGER THAN MOST! The above date was the date of my very last post. The last day where I had found enough mental strength inside…
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