I often wonder

I often wonder what the world would look like through "normal" eyes. If the chaos looks the same to you as it does to me. I often wonder what it is like inside your head. If the thoughts are as dark and disorganized as mine, or bright and beautiful as you portray. I often wonder

After the blowup

After my explosion people distanced themselves from me. Which to be honest I was okay with. No one here had seen me like that so they weren't really sure if there would be an encore so they chose to play keep away. I had a new reason to keep to myself and not deal with