Adventure Ahead
There are things we talk about doing all our lives and never actually do for one reason or another. Sometimes things do not go as we…
Changes
Change is something that my manic brain both loves and hates. Like most people, I am not fond of life-altering changes. Sudden sickness or a big…
To the girl, I used to be
I think about you often and talk about you more, you see your story has helped so many and has brought me so far. I know…
Time for change
Today my boyfriend brought to my attention for probably the millionth time that I need to stop putting so much pressure on myself and just go…
Revisiting the wormhole
It took about 6 days after the dismantling of the razor before I actually used it. For a time just knowing it was there was good…
November 6, 2019
WARNING: THIS POST WILL BE LONGER THAN MOST! The above date was the date of my very last post. The last day where I had found…
The kettle gets called out
While Joe and I were living together I had started to see a guy with will call him Kevin. See Kevin was married. He would come…
Up to my old tricks
I couldn’t seem to let go of the rage that was still swimming through me even weeks after my blow up. I had no real reason…
A growingly dangerous party
At some point in all the chaos happing around me Becca and I had decided to move in together. At some point, Tom had moved back…
I often wonder
I often wonder what the world would look like through “normal” eyes. If the chaos looks the same to you as it does to me. I…