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Not too long after I got locked up did I start hearing that familiar voice inside my head. The one I used to fight with and pretend wasn't there. I had started trauma counseling and seeing the campus shrink in spite of my constant protesting on the situation. I had a really hard time talking
The “normal” drama
It didn't take long for Becca and Steve to start screwing around, they both had significant others so it wasn't an ideal situation. Becca would wait until Steve's girlfriend went off to work at night and tell her boyfriend she was with me while she would sneak down the street to his house. It didn't
Putting up a fight
After the haircutting stunt, I was watched like a hawk, for a little while anyway. I was on almost every restriction they could put me on and this still didn't cause me any real frustration. As long as I was going to school and getting that stuff done I didn't care about anything else. Being
A quiet time
It had been months since I had to deal with screaming and yelling and cops at the house. These things were still happening but I was no longer stuck in the middle of it all. Joe and I had started to just retreat to our apartment when things at Tom and Staceys would get out
I am not always okay
Sometimes with I worry that people read all these things I post and then take a look at some of the stuff I am doing now and just think I am all better. Unfortunately, that is not even close to real life. Yes, I am sober and have been for a long time, yet there