The disasters only I see
I get this pain in my chest when I start to picture what it looks like when it all falls apart. When I see all the…
The words on the pages
I had this natural unbalance inside of me and I hadn’t yet found a way to steady it. I struggled with all the confusion inside me…
Adding Fuel to the Fire
Becca and I living together was excatly what I thought it would be. Just one big party, in the beginng anyway. We were handling our responsibilities,…
Never saw it coming
In February 2017, my whole life changed. Now there were other things that led to big changes in the years previous as well but not like…
10 days later
This morning I woke up in a completely different place than I did 14 years ago. A different apartment, a different neighborhood, a different relationship, different…
Chaos Awakening
As things do, mine and Becca’s drama had ended and we moved on as though nothing ever happened. Our reconciliation looked like a bundle of dope…
Reconnecting
Right before my trip to Salem, MA I spoke about my excitement about the trip but never really talked about the reasons I was so excited….
14 years later
14 years ago on this day, I made one of the hardest decisions of my life. I placed my son for adoption. I know I have…
The Trip that Changed my life
As most of you know February 14th my boyfriend took me to Salem, Ma for Valintine’s day weekend. A trip I didn’t expect to change my…
Adventure Ahead
There are things we talk about doing all our lives and never actually do for one reason or another. Sometimes things do not go as we…