Samhain
Samhain is a festival marking the end of the harvest season and the beginning of the dark…
37 trips around the sun
My entire life my birthday has been my favorite holiday, yes I said holiday. When I was…
My Roswell Park appointment
On the hospital’s second floor, sitting in the lymphoma department waiting room, my anxiety was quickly building….
The days after diagnoses
After making my rounds of calls and sending the necessary texts I just sat still trying to…
Just a little reminder
Have you ever wondered what depression looks like? What do Self-harm and suicidal thoughts/behavior look like? What…
Inside
Alone I stand in the middle of the room. Surrounded by nothing but air. Cool, damp air….
My Reconnecting Ritual
As I do with most things, I tend to neglect my spiritual side when I hit a…
18 very short years
Today my firstborn turns 18. Where did 18 years even go? I feel like it was just…
Book Talk; My Survival
So I haven’t done one of these in a while and well I just recently finished this…
Things I still avoid talking about
I pride myself on being very open and honest about my life. The things I have done…
Beltane
So this post is late as Beltane was May 1st. As we all know life happens so…
Mass Shooting in Buffalo
I will give a small warning here before I go any further. The rest of this post…