I think about you often and talk about you more, you see your story has helped so many and has brought me so far. I know you, better than anyone and I can hear you say "Yeah you talk about me but do you really talk about who I am or who you want me
Category: Mental Health / Self Injury
Time for change
Today my boyfriend brought to my attention for probably the millionth time that I need to stop putting so much pressure on myself and just go with the flow. Perusal he isn't wrong. I tend to do this with almost everything. I put myself through so much unneeded pressures and stress and tend to lose
Revisiting the wormhole
It took about 6 days after the dismantling of the razor before I actually used it. For a time just knowing it was there was good enough to calm me but eventually I needed more than just knowing it was there. The first time I waited until shower time as it was the least interrupted
November 6, 2019
WARNING: THIS POST WILL BE LONGER THAN MOST! The above date was the date of my very last post. The last day where I had found enough mental strength inside myself to get up, make coffee and sit down in front of the computer and tell you all a story. The days following are mostly
Up to my old tricks
I couldn't seem to let go of the rage that was still swimming through me even weeks after my blow up. I had no real reason at this point to feel so angry but that wasn't abnormal for me; rage without reason. I had faced this problem so many times before but never really had