How the hell is it April
One of the downsides to getting older is how quickly time passes. You blink and suddenly it’s 3 months later and you have no idea how…
Mental Health
Back to square one
Things calmed down a bit the weekend after mine and Kevin’s fight. Becca and I went all out the days following. Drinking and getting high with…
2020
2020 has by far been the most bat shit crazy year of my life. It started great! A trip to Salem, an engagement, a promotion I…
The T word
I have been through things people call traumatic, things that I have a hard time referring to as traumatic. I don’t deal well with “trauma”, so…
Reaching out
September was the last time I have found the desire to write and put work out. These last few months have been one thing after another…
Another 365
Sunday, September 20th is my 35th birthday. I always get super excited for my birthday ( way more now than I ever did as a kid…
To the man, I never talk about
They don’t ask about you anymore not like they used to. Maybe it’s because I am older now but the question never seems to come up…
Point. Blank. Period.
I haven’t posted since June 24th but I have had so much to say. So much to get off my chest and felt as though I…
The disasters only I see
I get this pain in my chest when I start to picture what it looks like when it all falls apart. When I see all the…
The words on the pages
I had this natural unbalance inside of me and I hadn’t yet found a way to steady it. I struggled with all the confusion inside me…