Category: Mental Health / Self Injury

I couldn't seem to let go of the rage that was still swimming through me even weeks after my blow up. I had no real reason at this point to feel so angry but that wasn't abnormal for me; rage without reason. I had faced this problem so many times before but never really had

I often wonder what the world would look like through "normal" eyes. If the chaos looks the same to you as it does to me. I often wonder what it is like inside your head. If the thoughts are as dark and disorganized as mine, or bright and beautiful as you portray. I often wonder

After my explosion people distanced themselves from me. Which to be honest I was okay with. No one here had seen me like that so they weren't really sure if there would be an encore so they chose to play keep away. I had a new reason to keep to myself and not deal with

For the most part, I was really good at keeping myself together. Except for the occasional (maybe regular-ish) backtalk. When it came to my physical lashing out though I had been keeping it together pretty well. Other than that fight with Tammy and the physical assault on myself (no one knew about that) I had

As time went on I hadn't found myself getting close with any of the girls around me but the adults were a different story. Staff and I got along, for the most part, some better than others. There was one staff member I got close to quick. Nurse Sheryl. She was the first person I