Another 365
Sunday, September 20th is my 35th birthday. I always get super excited for my birthday ( way more now than I ever did as a kid…
Mental Health
To the man, I never talk about
They don’t ask about you anymore not like they used to. Maybe it’s because I am older now but the question never seems to come up…
Point. Blank. Period.
I haven’t posted since June 24th but I have had so much to say. So much to get off my chest and felt as though I…
The disasters only I see
I get this pain in my chest when I start to picture what it looks like when it all falls apart. When I see all the…
The words on the pages
I had this natural unbalance inside of me and I hadn’t yet found a way to steady it. I struggled with all the confusion inside me…
Changes
Change is something that my manic brain both loves and hates. Like most people, I am not fond of life-altering changes. Sudden sickness or a big…
To the girl, I used to be
I think about you often and talk about you more, you see your story has helped so many and has brought me so far. I know…
Time for change
Today my boyfriend brought to my attention for probably the millionth time that I need to stop putting so much pressure on myself and just go…
Revisiting the wormhole
It took about 6 days after the dismantling of the razor before I actually used it. For a time just knowing it was there was good…
November 6, 2019
WARNING: THIS POST WILL BE LONGER THAN MOST! The above date was the date of my very last post. The last day where I had found…