More life changes
January 11, 2022, I told you all how I packed up my life and moved across the country, to find something new. On September 7, 2022, I packed up my…
Continue readingThis one is a full stop
For years and years, you were my go-to, my “ride or die” The one I would call when it was all going wrong and the one I would celebrate with…
Continue readingDear 19 year old me
To my younger self, I’m writing you from 2023, You probably won’t read this letter because it’s lost under the mess scattered across the table, next to the leftover residue…
Continue readingOde to Hecate
Hecate, goddess of the night,With power that shines so bright,She walks the paths of the underworld,Guiding souls with her powerful word. She holds the keys to the realm of death,And…
Continue readingTrapped in my mind’s prison
The darkness envelops me,A heavy cloak of despair.It seeps into my bones,Draining the movement from my limbs. I am lost in a void of emptiness.A never-ending cycle of pain. In…
Continue readingUncertainty grows within
Things have been more than a little off lately. I feel…well, I feel a lot of things all at once. The weight of uncertainty, the fear of not knowing what…
Continue readingMother moon
She walks the night sky,The moon; a goddess so fair,With silver light in her eyes,And beauty beyond compare. She guides the tides of the sea,And reigns over the night,With a…
Continue readingSamhain
Samhain is a festival marking the end of the harvest season and the beginning of the dark half of the year (Winter). It is held on November 1st with celebrations…
Continue reading37 trips around the sun
My entire life my birthday has been my favorite holiday, yes I said holiday. When I was a kid it was for no other reason than it was my birthday…
Continue readingMy Roswell Park appointment
On the hospital’s second floor, sitting in the lymphoma department waiting room, my anxiety was quickly building. I’m not even sure why, I mean I had already gotten the hard…
Continue readingThe days after diagnoses
After making my rounds of calls and sending the necessary texts I just sat still trying to process all the things. My mom told me she wanted to call Roswell…
Continue readingJust a little reminder
Have you ever wondered what depression looks like? What do Self-harm and suicidal thoughts/behavior look like? What about numbing anger and overwhelming sorrow? This right here is what all of…
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