On October 29th 2021, I packed what I could of my life into my sister’s minivan and left everything I knew. It was so much harder than even I was…

In my last few posts, I have talked a lot about fear and my unbalanced mental health. These things have been very much the center of my world these last…

My biggest obstacle in life has always been fear… I let it take me over and prevent me from doing so much. My fear of being sober and dealing with…

Just like in any good story my story contains a villain. If you have been following along your reading this and internally saying “well duh there’s been a few”. The…

Most times my crazy rolls in like a storm. There is a chill in the air and the skies slowly darken as it all builds and in one fell swoop…

I have spent a lot of my life feeling unheard or like I’m a bother when I let things out. This happens with all kinds of things. Big things, little…

Holy crap guys, this site is 2 years old! 2 years….where does the time go. I feel like so much has happened since the first time I posted here. I…

Recently in a session with my counselor, she had asked me what Manic Brandy looks like. My instant response was a scoof sound and then I had to ask a…

One of the downsides to getting older is how quickly time passes. You blink and suddenly it’s 3 months later and you have no idea how the hell that happened…