My biggest obstacle in life has always been fear… I let it take me over and prevent me from doing so much. My fear of being sober and dealing with…

Just like in any good story my story contains a villain. If you have been following along your reading this and internally saying “well duh there’s been a few”. The…

Most times my crazy rolls in like a storm. There is a chill in the air and the skies slowly darken as it all builds and in one fell swoop…

I have spent a lot of my life feeling unheard or like I’m a bother when I let things out. This happens with all kinds of things. Big things, little…

Holy crap guys, this site is 2 years old! 2 years….where does the time go. I feel like so much has happened since the first time I posted here. I…

Recently in a session with my counselor, she had asked me what Manic Brandy looks like. My instant response was a scoof sound and then I had to ask a…

One of the downsides to getting older is how quickly time passes. You blink and suddenly it’s 3 months later and you have no idea how the hell that happened…

Things calmed down a bit the weekend after mine and Kevin’s fight. Becca and I went all out the days following. Drinking and getting high with her boyfriend and his…

2020 has by far been the most bat shit crazy year of my life. It started great! A trip to Salem, an engagement, a promotion I worked my ass off…