A change in plans
As I am sure it has been noticed the last month or so posts have been sparse at best. This stems from a lot of different things that are going…
Continue readingIt’s different for me
I am not her and she is not me. The two of us are not one and the same. The differences may not be something that all of you would…
Continue readingCalming the regret with pain
After spilling my guts about Samantha to Ms. Jessica I felt worse than I had before. It wasn’t who I had told that had caused me so much concern it…
Continue readingKeeping their secret
Becca and Steve’s sneaking around went unnoticed to the outside of our circle for a surprisingly long time. Once it was picked up on though it was being used against…
Continue readingWelcome Back
Not too long after I got locked up did I start hearing that familiar voice inside my head. The one I used to fight with and pretend wasn’t there. I…
Continue readingThe “normal” drama
It didn’t take long for Becca and Steve to start screwing around, they both had significant others so it wasn’t an ideal situation. Becca would wait until Steve’s girlfriend went…
Continue readingPutting up a fight
After the haircutting stunt, I was watched like a hawk, for a little while anyway. I was on almost every restriction they could put me on and this still didn’t…
Continue readingA quiet time
It had been months since I had to deal with screaming and yelling and cops at the house. These things were still happening but I was no longer stuck in…
Continue readingI am not always okay
Sometimes with I worry that people read all these things I post and then take a look at some of the stuff I am doing now and just think I…
Continue readingWeaving a web of chaos
My trouble making started out small. Talking back, foul language that sort of thing. I had been caught smoking a cigarette or two by this point which earned me things…
Continue readingAn unexpected friendship
Things in my every day life didn’t change when I decided to move upstairs. I was still getting high all the time now I just had less worry when it…
Continue readingBecoming homesick
It didn’t take too long for me to miss regular life and the people I had left at home. My mom and I had regular communication via the phone since…
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