The beginning of the end
At this point I was back living indoors and this time the situation was ideal in my mind anyway. I was living with a couple of girls that I had…
Continue readingBeing both predator and prey
At some point I had pretty much just moved into the darkness full time. I wasn’t happy about anything ever and I was looking for attention in all the wrong…
Continue readingLearning the ways
As I furthered my exploration into the world of Wicca I had continued to discover so much about not just myself the the world around me. I was young and…
Continue readingOdd turn of events
Oddly enough me losing my latest place to live had absolutely nothing to do with my drug use. After the overdose and my intense conversion with my friends’ dad I…
Continue readingA new place
I was in high school when my behavior had finally become too much for anyone to handle. At the end of my freshman year they told my mom they couldn’t…
Continue readingDrowning in rage
As I hit my mid to late teens I just got more and more out of control. The lying was constant and the drug use was getting worse but not…
Continue readingStuck in the dark
I was in between houses yet again. The more often this happened the less bothered by it I had become. The worst part for me was finding a place to…
Continue readingThe start of a new adventure
On June 21st I posted about an overdose situation I had encountered and began to explain that I was planning on taking steps to start an NA meeting in my…
Continue readingUnexpected Conversation
I was sitting outside having a cigarette talking to one of my neighbors who recently lost someone they loved to suicide. As she talked to me about her loved one…
Continue readingStuck on repeat
I spent a few weeks out on the streets finding random places to not only shoot up but to sleep. It made no real difference to me at the time…
Continue readingLooking for Perfection
I never really fit into the mold of what people that I should be, because of this I have been a huge disappointment time and time again to the people…
Continue readingMoving forward
After my first Birth mother’s day experience and the over whelming love I felt from people who hardly knew me the lack of support at home became less relevant to…
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