The melodies
Most of us enjoy music of some kind in life. No matter the genre of music we all tend to have a favorite. Something that brings what it is we…
Continue readingThe dope house
For a long time, I was never the one to get the drugs, they were always there like they were just waiting for me. The first time I had to…
Continue readingDiscovering the Divine
Most of us are introduced to religion at a young age, as most of us learn our beliefs from our parents. My mother never forced religion on us as kids….
Continue readingThe comfort zone
One place in my whole life I ever felt pure peace naturally was while out in nature itself. Not being outside in the back yard but in an open field…
Continue readingThe fears within
I have this habit where I take a plan or situation and I dissect it into tiny little parts that could go catastrophically wrong….all at once. Most of my life…
Continue readingSomniphobia
Sleep has never come easy to me. Not ever. I have always done what I could to avoid sleeping, for as long as I could. I would come up with…
Continue readingA way with words
It’s hard when your terrible at verbal communication. When you have so many thoughts and feeling but no words that make sense. I’ve always been much better and writing things…
Continue readingThe girl inside
Most kids go through a phase where they have an imaginary friend that they talk to and play with. I had one too except she wasn’t imaginary. I never had…
Continue readingAs the hook sinks in
Finding out that there were alternate ways for me to use was like a tiny miracle to me. Needing to hide just the drug was much easier than having to…
Continue readingThe lie we teach
As parents it is our job to teach our children about self love and how important it is. The problem is we tend to use the words “no one will…
Continue readingTrying to explain
I wrote this a while back to try and control some of the “why do you cut” but never had the courage to share it with anyone other than my…
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