Book talk; Tuck Everlasting
Okay, my loves here is the very first book talk, I like book talk better than book review, I’m not sure why but I do. The funny thing is I…
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Things calmed down a bit the weekend after mine and Kevin’s fight. Becca and I went all out the days following. Drinking and getting high with her boyfriend and his…
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2020 has by far been the most bat shit crazy year of my life. It started great! A trip to Salem, an engagement, a promotion I worked my ass off…
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Okay, so I have talked before about the importance of books in my life and how much reading has helped me through all sorts of low points. Travus has brought…
Continue readingThe T word
I have been through things people call traumatic, things that I have a hard time referring to as traumatic. I don’t deal well with “trauma”, so I simply look at…
Continue readingReaching out
September was the last time I have found the desire to write and put work out. These last few months have been one thing after another mostly personal mental bullshit…
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Sunday, September 20th is my 35th birthday. I always get super excited for my birthday ( way more now than I ever did as a kid I think). Most of…
Continue readingTo the man, I never talk about
They don’t ask about you anymore not like they used to. Maybe it’s because I am older now but the question never seems to come up even among new people…
Continue readingPoint. Blank. Period.
I haven’t posted since June 24th but I have had so much to say. So much to get off my chest and felt as though I had no place to…
Continue readingThe disasters only I see
I get this pain in my chest when I start to picture what it looks like when it all falls apart. When I see all the pieces I worked so…
Continue readingThe words on the pages
I had this natural unbalance inside of me and I hadn’t yet found a way to steady it. I struggled with all the confusion inside me but still refused to…
Continue readingAdding Fuel to the Fire
Becca and I living together was excatly what I thought it would be. Just one big party, in the beginng anyway. We were handling our responsibilities, paying rent and bills…
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