Clear Mind. Clear Body. Clear Vision
I always had an overflow of emotion when I would experience it. No matter if the emotion was good or bad there was always too much of it. Even when I was numb and emotionless it seemed to be in abundance. I can recall times where I would become overjoyed at something that was simple
The first time I ever really feel in love with a book I was in middle school. At this point I had already enjoyed reading but my mere enjoyment was about to change forever. We were given a book to read as a class a chapter a day kind of thing. Tuck Everlasting was the
There was a point where I was cutting throughout the day. Not just when I was upset or overwhelmed by the lack of feelings, but just randomly throughout the day. I would get the urge and excuse myself from what ever it was I was doing, find a safe place and fulfill said urge. There
After our meeting getting the pictures and letters in the mail brought me a whole new joy. I still had my hard times with my decision mostly because so many in my life still didn't understand or accept my choice. My family was still very much unwilling to talk with me about it and continued
After that first overdose I slowed down my intake a little bit and tried to pay more attention to how much and how often I was using so there was not repeat of my last mistake however this didn't last long. I had hit a point in my addiction that the no matter the amount