Dark trap
I always had an overflow of emotion when I would experience it. No matter if the emotion was good or bad there was always too much…
A book with a hold
The first time I ever really feel in love with a book I was in middle school. At this point I had already enjoyed reading but…
Unstable relief
There was a point where I was cutting throughout the day. Not just when I was upset or overwhelmed by the lack of feelings, but just…
Finding support
After our meeting getting the pictures and letters in the mail brought me a whole new joy. I still had my hard times with my decision…
Treading water
After that first overdose, I slowed down my intake a little bit and tried to pay more attention to how much and how often I was…
This problem is real
Just last week I found a young girl overdosing alone in a slightly cut off space. I called 911 and waited with her until EMS arrived….
Ceraunophile
Thunderstorms have been a favorite of mine for a long time. As most kids do I went through the phase of thunder and lighting being scary…
Wanting to understand
I remember when the missing time started up again I didn’t panic. Mostly because this time around it wasn’t all missing. It was like the vague…
Losing control
Most of my life I heard about how I went out of my way to be different. Unfortunately that wasn’t the case. Things would have actually…
Unaffected
I found myself seemingly unaffected by the overdose or the fact that my “friends” left me alone, helpless on a sidewalk to die. I showed up…