Dear 19 year old me
To my younger self, I’m writing you from 2023, You probably won’t read this letter because it’s…
Ode to Hecate
Hecate, goddess of the night,With power that shines so bright,She walks the paths of the underworld,Guiding souls…
Trapped in my mind’s prison
The darkness envelops me,A heavy cloak of despair.It seeps into my bones,Draining the movement from my limbs….
Uncertainty grows within
Things have been more than a little off lately. I feel…well, I feel a lot of things…
Mother moon
She walks the night sky,The moon; a goddess so fair,With silver light in her eyes,And beauty beyond…
Samhain
Samhain is a festival marking the end of the harvest season and the beginning of the dark…
37 trips around the sun
My entire life my birthday has been my favorite holiday, yes I said holiday. When I was…
My Roswell Park appointment
On the hospital’s second floor, sitting in the lymphoma department waiting room, my anxiety was quickly building….
The days after diagnoses
After making my rounds of calls and sending the necessary texts I just sat still trying to…
Just a little reminder
Have you ever wondered what depression looks like? What do Self-harm and suicidal thoughts/behavior look like? What…
Inside
Alone I stand in the middle of the room. Surrounded by nothing but air. Cool, damp air….
My Reconnecting Ritual
As I do with most things, I tend to neglect my spiritual side when I hit a…