I often wonder

I often wonder what the world would look like through “normal” eyes.

If the chaos looks the same to you as it does to me.

I often wonder what it is like inside your head.

If the thoughts are as dark and disorganized as mine,

or bright and beautiful as you portray.

I often wonder what it would feel like to be calm,

without the guidance of pain.

I often wonder what it would be like to feel,

One thing at a time.

I often wonder what it is like to be light and free-flowing.

I often wonder if there is darkness in you too.

I often wonder if I am the only one with these thoughts.

I often wonder because I am too afraid to ask.

Most of all

I often wonder what the world sees when it looks back at me.

” It is easy to be heavy: hard to be light.” – G.K. Chesterton